Lost my soul but I am going to find it again in July.

Hello July!

I am utterly shocked that the month of June is already over. There were a lot of things that I was hoping to accomplish during my favorite month that I didnt happen. Gemini season is my season and I lived it out to the fullest. I have spent the last weekend preparing for the new month and getting ready to achieve all my delayed goals and setting new ones for this month. If you are interested in how I prepare for anew month, check out this post.

Since I turned 18, I have made it a point to travel every year for my birthday. This year was no different and I brought in my 24th in the infamous city of Miami. If you watch my vlog, you will see that I was living my best life for the 5 days I spent skipping around South Beach. Miami has easily become a second home and I have listed all of my favorite things to do in the city, here.

Before my trip, I spent a lot of time in Washington, DC. I have made it a very important goal this year to make friends and maintain relationships. That has resulted in me running up and down the interstates of VA, visiting said friends. As June has ended, I have found myself BURNT OUT. I feel like I have been playing catch up for the last few weeks in all areas of my life.

Being that we are 7 months into 2019, I thought that it was important to sit down go over my goals that I set for myself at the beginning of the year. Seven months is a lot of time to pass and your goals can change drastically. By doing this, I found that I am not as far as I wanted to be at this time due to me not sticking to the script and giving in to distractions. As we are closing out this year, I am watching how I speak to myself and asking how instead of saying I cant.

Ive been saying it for months but, I feel like I am on the brink of something big. I can feel the energy wanting to burst out at any second but, I think that I am in my own way. I have spent a lot of time the last few days self-reflecting and looking to see what exactly I need to let go of so that I can finally allow this positive hurricane of energy loose. I haven’t quite figured it out yet and it may take a phone call with my psychic (or therapist lol) for me to figure out what exactly my next steps are/should be.

I am at the point where I am desperate for change. Maybe that is the issue in itself, that I am so desperate that I am self-sabotaging. I am unsure, but I wouldn’t mind if things could hurry up and happen already because I am becoming impatient.

The month of July will be full of milestones and just putting in work to make my dreams my reality. I realized that the way that I have been living my life isn’t going to get me where I want to be. I had a lot of fun in June but, July will be devoted to taking action.

As always, I am eager to see what this month holds. I hope that this month doesn’t fly by like that last two did because that means summer will be coming to a close. I don’t think it’s fair that summer is only three months but its cold for 9 months.

 Anyways, good luck on this month. Tell me some of your goals for July down below